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When I first started as Zex, submission was what I was known for. Always spreading myself (thin) for the audience. It was a role that was decided for me, rather than a choice I was given, and thus, gave me mixed feelings towards the idea of submitting to others. It’s not true submission if it’s…
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Good morning, I’ve been asked by many to reach out on my return to London. The time has come! I’ll be in London, UK from Wednesday 5th August, and will be there for roughly two weeks (or longer if there’s something pleasing to keep me around). Please don’t leave your application till last minute. That always…
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Asexual: Asexual people — also known as “Ace” or “Aces” — may experience little or no sexual attraction and/or experience sexual attraction in a non-normative way. Demisexual (on the asexuality spectrum): People who only experience sexual attraction once they form a strong emotional connection with another person. Reference: The Trevor Project In case you didn’t…
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It’s easy to get others to fulfil tasks when you force them into submission, but there’s no art in that. Any good Dominatrix/negotiator will tell you that genuine empathy and active consent is the only way to achieve healthy and mutual goals in the long run. Berating people is rich man’s approach, and not exactly…
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Oh goodness, I don’t even know where to start. First of all – I missed you, pretty website, *kiss kiss kiss*. Anyone following my socials will know that I’ve been in website limbo for the last week or so. My previous hosting site no longer wanted to be associated with those in the world’s oldest…
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“Enjoy this fresh and sexy take on how one of our companions navigates the emotional landscape of home and professional life. Good Grief is disarming and charming in equal measure.” Read my new post over on Kinky London Escorts.
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As we say goodbye to June, I’d like to look back on the fun stuff from this month. Oh dear. My recent London trip was my most exciting yet. It’s been dreadfully confusing for me. Have given myself a popping jaw from the stress and excitement, but it’s either another way for you to torment…
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“Stressed out day and cute lad broke me.” CW: harassment, emotional abuse I was broadcasting via Free Mode on Saturday. If you’re a spicy worker, you know what the vibe can be like. For me, it’s people coming in, backing out immediately, or in mid conversation. The few stick around and we jabber away. I’m…
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It feels like this state of mind has stuck with me over the last few months, but if I’m really being honest, it’s been brewing for a good few years. I’ve spoken before about my past life as Zex. She got me through a lot of shit, and did so pretty effortlessly. Skip to the…
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Good evening, I put up a notice saying My rates will be updated in May, and well – here we are. I previously had My rates and experiences focused on Play-only, but since most of you find yourselves wanting more – to taste and to throb against, I’ve decided to remove the delay. My Intimate…
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Content warning: SA The day before I left for London, I was crying. Fuck – I was crying a lot. I started sex work when I was 18. Took a long break after being sexually assaulted way too many times and going to court. Gradually been exposing Myself over the last few years. Only recently…
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When someone gives Me a gift out of the blue, I often make a sad face and ask, “Why?”. Despite the part of Me that knows I’m worthy of nice things, there’s always that bit of Me that thinks I’m not, or simply feels guilty. I’m a “materialistic” woman or whatever. I like stuff, but…
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It’s always exciting to be featured alongside beautiful company, especially when presented on such a gorgeous website! Thank you to the team at KLE for letting Me be a part of the community. Their banner can be found at the bottom of My homepage, as well as a link in My About Me section. Please do…
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Good evening, Another short stay from Me. I’ve already got some exciting things planned. Care to join Me? Please get in touch appropriately, sooner rather than later. – Good Grief / DXXXRK
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Good afternoon, As of April 2026, I’ve decided to open my books for both Submission as well as Dominance. I’ve also included a list of the experiences I have to offer, along with My rates. Other experiences can be tailored on request. Those who knew Me under a different name will remember that previously, Submission…
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There’s a mark on my skin, A stain or some Thing. Those near me are curious, They start to lean in. It’s sticky and wet, Feels good to the touch. But as time goes by, They don’t like it so much. It cracks and grows sharp, More seen, less discreet. Every space in…
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Photo above by Miss Gold at One Night Parties, October 2025 Good evening. It’s been a while. How have you been? My previous trip to London did not disappoint. I was well fed. I (literally) had flesh to sink my teeth into (thank you, L), as well as beautiful evenings with wonderful beings. I had…
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Trigger warning: Mental health, suicide, rape, child abuse, self harm If BPD had a song, it would be M83’s ‘Outro’. If it had a movement, it would be the hesitation before one would attempt suicide. I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder in October 2020, which was pretty late in life. BPD, also known as…
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“In short – before I was DXXXRK, I was Zex“ Trigger Warning: Child abuse, sexual assault, court experience, self harm, suicide Good evening, It’s nice to meet you. You may call me GOOD GRIEF or DXXXRK. I would’ve stayed as DXXXRK, but the Internet/social media really doesn’t like names with with three Xs. It’s totally…
