Photo above by Miss Gold at One Night Parties, October 2025

Good evening. It’s been a while. How have you been?

My previous trip to London did not disappoint. I was well fed. I (literally) had flesh to sink my teeth into (thank you, L), as well as beautiful evenings with wonderful beings. I had much needed retail therapy at Light House Soho, and a quick pop-in to Liberation. Attended my first (of many) One Night Parties, which was so much fun. On my return, whenever someone asked me how my trip was, I’d sigh with satisfaction.

Left: The Light House Soho, London | Right: Libidex at Liberation, London, Covent Garden

I experienced a wave of mixed of emotions when I returned to Ireland. I have a certain level of freedom in London that I do not possess in Ireland, and I missed it soon after returning. I realised I was happier there (in London) . I feel a small bit guilty saying that. It’s been a lot to digest, which is saying something considering the appetite I have. I haven’t been sure of what to do, but relocating to London has very much been a real concept that I’ve had to wrap my head around. I am still undecided, but let’s leave it there for the moment.

During my stay in London, I had an old acquaintance (from Ireland) reach out to me with a message worth responding to, and I have spoken with this individual almost every day since. Some days in Ireland are still in black and white, but I’m grateful for K who has provided a bit of colour (green comes to mind). I know I give the impression that I’m just a heartless bitch that only wants you money. Honestly, it’s okay to be a little misunderstood because it keeps deadweight away, however, anyone in My inner circle has a spot in my tar-filled heart. I appreciate the vulnerability and the willingness to give in to an experience with me – platonic or not. Learning more about yourself through someone else (Me) is a sign of trust, and I don’t take that for granted. The biggest thing someone can take from you is your time, and in my eyes, that exchange will forever be the most valuable currency. (Don’t get too excited – I’m still a succubus with a flame to fan – remember?).

Photo above taken by Miss Gold at One Night Parties, October 2025

Back to the subject at hand. Yes, I’ll be returning to London from tomorrow, Monday 22nd December, and flying back on Saturday 10th January. Not an open ticket like before as I already have something worth coming back for. I can see myself being a busy girl yet again. Should you be curious, aware, and looking to discover more of yourself through Me, be like K and send a message worth both of our time.

Goodnight, petal.

– DXXXRK aka GOOD GRIEF