diary
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When I first started as Zex, submission was what I was known for. Always spreading myself (thin) for the audience. It was a role that was decided for me, rather than a choice I was given, and thus, gave me mixed feelings towards the idea of submitting to others. It’s not true submission if it’s…
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Good morning, I’ve been asked by many to reach out on my return to London. The time has come! I’ll be in London, UK from Wednesday 5th August, and will be there for roughly two weeks (or longer if there’s something pleasing to keep me around). Please don’t leave your application till last minute. That always…
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Asexual: Asexual people — also known as “Ace” or “Aces” — may experience little or no sexual attraction and/or experience sexual attraction in a non-normative way. Demisexual (on the asexuality spectrum): People who only experience sexual attraction once they form a strong emotional connection with another person. Reference: The Trevor Project In case you didn’t…
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It’s easy to get others to fulfil tasks when you force them into submission, but there’s no art in that. Any good Dominatrix/negotiator will tell you that genuine empathy and active consent is the only way to achieve healthy and mutual goals in the long run. Berating people is rich man’s approach, and not exactly…
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Oh goodness, I don’t even know where to start. First of all – I missed you, pretty website, *kiss kiss kiss*. Anyone following my socials will know that I’ve been in website limbo for the last week or so. My previous hosting site no longer wanted to be associated with those in the world’s oldest…
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As we say goodbye to June, I’d like to look back on the fun stuff from this month. Oh dear. My recent London trip was my most exciting yet. It’s been dreadfully confusing for me. Have given myself a popping jaw from the stress and excitement, but it’s either another way for you to torment…
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“Stressed out day and cute lad broke me.” CW: harassment, emotional abuse I was broadcasting via Free Mode on Saturday. If you’re a spicy worker, you know what the vibe can be like. For me, it’s people coming in, backing out immediately, or in mid conversation. The few stick around and we jabber away. I’m…
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It feels like this state of mind has stuck with me over the last few months, but if I’m really being honest, it’s been brewing for a good few years. I’ve spoken before about my past life as Zex. She got me through a lot of shit, and did so pretty effortlessly. Skip to the…
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Content warning: SA The day before I left for London, I was crying. Fuck – I was crying a lot. I started sex work when I was 18. Took a long break after being sexually assaulted way too many times and going to court. Gradually been exposing Myself over the last few years. Only recently…
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Good afternoon, As of April 2026, I’ve decided to open my books for both Submission as well as Dominance. I’ve also included a list of the experiences I have to offer, along with My rates. Other experiences can be tailored on request. Those who knew Me under a different name will remember that previously, Submission…
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Good evening. I hope the start of your year hasn’t been too cold. My body was pretty rundown on the previous trip to London and I’ve only just recovered. It’s been a fairly disappointing start in general, but I’m always open to something unexpected to make me smile. I’ll be back in London this month.…
