DXXXRK Diary

  • I was harassed. Then I bled on cam

    “Stressed out day and cute lad broke me.” CW: harassment, emotional abuse I was broadcasting via Free Mode on Saturday. If you’re a spicy worker, you know what the vibe can be like. For me, it’s people coming in, backing out immediately, or in mid conversation. The few stick around and we jabber away. I’m…

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  • SW and Imposter Syndrome

    It feels like this state of mind has stuck with me over the last few months, but if I’m really being honest, it’s been brewing for a good few years. I’ve spoken before about my past life as Zex. She got me through a lot of shit, and did so pretty effortlessly. Skip to the…

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  • I increased My rates (not really)

    Good evening, I put up a notice saying My rates will be updated in May, and well – here we are. I previously had My rates and experiences focused on Play-only, but since most of you find yourselves wanting more – to taste and to throb against, I’ve decided to remove the delay. My Intimate…

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  • “Are you safe?”

    “Are you safe?”

    Content warning: SA The day before I left for London, I was crying. Fuck – I was crying a lot. I started sex work when I was 18. Took a long break after being sexually assaulted way too many times and going to court. Gradually been exposing Myself over the last few years. Only recently…

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  • Receiving gifts and showing thanks

    When someone gives Me a gift out of the blue, I often make a sad face and ask, “Why?”. Despite the part of Me that knows I’m worthy of nice things, there’s always that bit of Me that thinks I’m not, or simply feels guilty. I’m a “materialistic” woman or whatever. I like stuff, but…

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  • Better with company – Kinky London Escorts

    It’s always exciting to be featured alongside beautiful company, especially when presented on such a gorgeous website! Thank you to the team at KLE for letting Me be a part of the community. Their banner can be found at the bottom of My homepage, as well as a link in My About Me section. Please do…

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  • Touring: London, UK, 20th – 28th April

    Good evening, Another short stay from Me. I’ve already got some exciting things planned. Care to join Me? Please get in touch appropriately, sooner rather than later. – Good Grief / DXXXRK

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  • I submit to you…some Good news

    Good afternoon, As of April 2026, I’ve decided to open my books for both Submission as well as Dominance. I’ve also included a list of the experiences I have to offer, along with My rates. Other experiences can be tailored on request. Those who knew Me under a different name will remember that previously, Submission…

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  • There’s a mark on my skin.

    There’s a mark on my skin, A stain or some Thing. Those near me are curious, They start to lean in.   It’s sticky and wet, Feels good to the touch. But as time goes by, They don’t like it so much.   It cracks and grows sharp, More seen, less discreet. Every space in…

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  • Tea Room, March 2026

    Tea Room, March 2026

    The goal was to shoot at least one series every month. I missed my February deadline, so the pressure was on for this set. Shot in my tea room. This is now the room I will occasionally enjoy a pot of tea or cast a circle. It’s where I spend every day working out. It…

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