DXXXRK Diary

  • I submit to you…some Good news

    Good afternoon, As of April 2026, I’ve decided to open my books for both Submission as well as Dominance. I’ve also included a list of the experiences I have to offer, along with My rates. Other experiences can be tailored on request. Those who knew Me under a different name will remember that previously, Submission…

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  • There’s a mark on my skin.

    There’s a mark on my skin, A stain or some Thing. Those near me are curious, They start to lean in.   It’s sticky and wet, Feels good to the touch. But as time goes by, They don’t like it so much.   It cracks and grows sharp, More seen, less discreet. Every space in…

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  • Tea Room, March 2026

    Tea Room, March 2026

    The goal was to shoot at least one series every month. I missed my February deadline, so the pressure was on for this set. Shot in my tea room. This is now the room I will occasionally enjoy a pot of tea or cast a circle. It’s where I spend every day working out. It…

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  • Valentine’s grief

    Valentine’s grief

    Valentine’s Day has always felt very spiritual to me. Although it’s mostly associated with overpriced floral arrangements and cheap thoughts, it’s a moment for me to reflect on my love for close ones – living and deceased. One of my most honoured Valentine’s was attending a funeral when I was young. It just felt like such…

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  • Travel: London, UK, 16th – 23rd February

    Good evening. I hope the start of your year hasn’t been too cold. My body was pretty rundown on the previous trip to London and I’ve only just recovered. It’s been a fairly disappointing start in general, but I’m always open to something unexpected to make me smile. I’ll be back in London this month.…

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  • Update and travel plans: London, UK, Monday 22nd December – Saturday 10th January

    Photo above by Miss Gold at One Night Parties, October 2025 Good evening. It’s been a while. How have you been? My previous trip to London did not disappoint. I was well fed. I (literally) had flesh to sink my teeth into (thank you, L), as well as beautiful evenings with wonderful beings. I had…

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  • Travel: London, UK, Tuesday 21st October

    Good evening, Last minute to those not already in My circle. I’ll be in London from tomorrow. I will stay until I get bored. I’m already full of entertainment, but you may appropriately introduce yourself to Me now. My IRL availability is currently from Monday 3rd November. It’s been a while, so I’m very in…

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  • Depression and Dominance

    Depression and Dominance

    Trigger warning: Mental Health, Self Harm Good afternoon. I hope your weekend has started better than mine. Earlier this week, I shared images of me walking around the kitchen in my strap-on while I was making dinner. Off-screen, my mind has been in the all-too familiar dark place. It’s fitting to my name (both of…

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  • Grieving Relationships: Ex-Play Partners

    “How do you live if you don’t know how to suffer? Good morning, I’m currently sat at the kitchen table with a cup of tea, wearing a long, pink, vintage M&S nightgown, and a fluffy pink robe with Hello Kitty’s ears and face revealed when the hood is up. I’m reminded of an ex-play partner…

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  • CNC is not “Asking to be raped”

    Trigger warning: Rape, sexual assault The lack of sex education and its increased censorship is weakening our understanding of humanity. With sex being something that connects most human beings, misinformation on what happens when the connection is undesired, is harmful. Some still see rape as being at the fault of the victim, or a “misunderstanding”…

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