DXXXRK Diary

  • Latex 101: References for beginners

    I remember my first latex purchase. It was a maid dress from Sharon Sloane. I attempted to try it on in the bathroom, without a dressing aid. I was 17 at the time, and trying to impress the guy I lost my virginity to. Anyway, it rips (obviously), and I guess I threw it in…

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  • Shibari 101: References for Beginners

    When I use to model, I was also a professional rigger (non-suspension). These days, I tie mostly for solo play or when I’m wrapping gifts for friends. I’ve had a lot of people over the years come across me in Shibari, asking for advice on rope, video tutorials, books, etc. I’m gonna put it all…

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  • Misconceptions of Submissive Men and Dominant Women

    We’re gonna be focusing on two main questions today: 1. Why do men think less of other men who enjoy being dominated? 2. Why do people think women hate men because they enjoy dominating them? Is it the lack of education, our thoughts on our own shame and insecurities, or simply what happens when gender…

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  • Zex in the DXXXRK – An Introduction to GRIEF

    “In short – before I was DXXXRK, I was Zex“ Trigger Warning: Child abuse, sexual assault, court experience, self harm, suicide Good evening, It’s nice to meet you. You may call me GOOD GRIEF or DXXXRK. I would’ve stayed as DXXXRK, but the Internet/social media really doesn’t like names with with three Xs. It’s totally…

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