self portraits

  • I CAN DO BOTH  I CAN DO BOTH January 2025 CW: Sexual assault Don’t be misled. I can do both. Say hello to D (second skin), and GOOD GRIEF (flesh). My original screen name (DXXXRK) was flagged, and then changed (to Good Grief). DXXXRK is what I considered to be the sticky substance that grew…

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  • NO LONGER HUMAN NO LONGER HUMAN 25th January 2026   CW: Mental health, child abuse, death This is where I’ll (hopefully) be when the world ends. In what I call my ‘cute room’. I lacked a safe space as a child, but now I have a locked door and pastel plushies and prints to look…

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  • MANIC, I AM / MANNEQUIN MANIC, I AM / MANNEQUIN 27th September 2025 CW: Sexual Assault Instability requires balance and a good form to counter it. Training takes time, and more importantly, faith in oneself. Keep on rocking on – just mind your ankles. I’ve been on the not-so-fun side of feeling like a doll/mannequin/puppet…

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  • IN FRAGANTI (Red-handed / caught in the act) IN FRAGANTI (red-handed/caught in the act) 7th June 2025 CW: Sexual assault The instax/film I’m burning was taken by a photographer in London, UK. They raped me during a shoot with them almost 14 years ago. That might seem long enough for the imprint to fade, but…

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  • TEA FOR 1 TEA FOR 1 7th February 2025 Tea for 1, featuring Eva Oh’s ‘s port barrel aged oolong tea (which slaps, btw). 99% of the time when I leave the house, I wear Lol!ta fashion (seen here on the right). It’s always been like armour to me, and I don’t know where I’d…

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